Creator’s joy

Like children were meant to be their parents delight
So we are the delight of God
He did not make us out of some need
Except his “need” to express his love

He does not need slaves
He can do anything He wants without help
He does not need subjects
To feel good about himself
And to give him a sense of selfworth

He is God
He defines everyone’s worth
His own worth comes from who He is
And He gives everything else their worth

So He decided to make creatures
That are worth everything to him
Like children are worth everything
To their parents
(or should be anyway)

So we mean the world to him
For him we were worth dying
Not because anything we did
But because we are His

He made us in his likeness
We bear his DNA
When we were born
We already had great worth

No mistake or rebellion
Or succes on our part
Can take away or ad to this

So when men rebelled
And turned away from God
He did not stop loving us
He did not turn his back to us
He did not leave us alone

No He decided to win us back
To draw our heart to him
So we would be united once again

He showed us our worth
By dying for us

How can God die?
Would that not be the end
of our existence?

To die though does not mean
That we stop to exist
Death is the absence of good things
The absence of health and beauty

For us death is the absence of God
Not that God is ever absent to us
The bible says God is even in hell
But if we do not have relationship with Him
We can’t partake of the life this gives us

In a sence we can be death
While still living on the earth
Our spirit is death
When we are not in relationship with God
When we are not in right standing with Him

But how could God die?
First He, Jesus, the Son of God
Who himself is God as well
(just bear with me for a moment)
Became a man

Once He had part of our human nature
Once He had a body
He could die

This does not mean He ceased to exist
It means his body stopped breathing
And He went to another place
He went to hell

Jesus went to hell for us
He went there in our place
Because of our rebellion against God
We deserved to go there

But God did not want us to suffer
He did not want us to be seperated
From the expression of his love
From the life He intended us to have

So Jesus went instead

Now why would God
send anyone to hell in the first place
If He loves us that much?

Truth is He didn’t
We go there through our own choices
If we choose to live seperated from Him
And not even acknowledge him as God

How can you expect to go to heaven
If you don’t want to be with God?
Since that is were HE is
And He respects your free will

You see it’s not that God is evil
And wants to punish us
And send us to hell
We choose to go there ourselves
If we don’t let him be God in our lives

Now God is righteous and holy
And He can’t do anything
That goes against who he is, his nature
That makes sense right?

How do you feel
If someone murders a child
And the killer is declared innocent
While clearly quilty?

We all have a sense of justice
No one wants criminals to be free
Roaming around in the world
Killing and stealing

We are like that
Because God is
And we were made in his image
Although much of that image has been tainted
Some traces are still left

So what should God do
About sinful men?
What would be the right response
To our killing (gossip is murder to you know)
and lying, cheating
and putting ourselves above God
and others?

It’s not that He doesn’t want to forgive
But would it be right?
Would it be just?
Would it be desired
If men could do what they want
Without consequences

How would we learn justice
Know what is right
If God didn’t show us
The result of our sin
The destruction it brings

If He didn’t show us
The nature of our crimes
Our selfish desires
Our looking down on others
Our playing God

The result of sin is death
There is no hope for this world
If sin is tolerated
Men would get worse
and hate more and more
Instead of becoming kind

How could a loving God
Tolerate our sin
And not let it have consequences
So it grows rampant
And destroys the love that is left still

It would not be love at all!

So God did the unthinkable
He did not want us to pay the price
That our sin required us to pay
He did not want us to bear
The consequences of our lives
that would send us straight to hell

He did not want us to be
Separated from his love

So He himself paid the price
That his righteousness
Required us to pay

He became a man
He lived a perfect life
He identified with us in every way
Except that He didn’t sin

Then He allowed sinful men
To captivate him
Mock him
Scourge him
To nail him on a cross

And by doing so
He paid the price
We deserved to pay

Then the unthinkable happened
Thankfully
Once again

On the third day
After they killed him
He rose from the death

And this was the sign
That our debt was paid
The debt we had through sin
Was now erased

So now everyone
Who receives this gift of life
And surrenders their life to Him in turn
Is now forever saved

And so He showed us
The price He was willing to pay

We are still his delight
We are the joy of heaven
If we let this gift unite us
With Him by whom we were made

Free Gift

Identity

Identification

Can I be living
Without doing something
Without making a product
That eyes can see or hands can hold

Can I be of value
Without writing things down

Can I be someone
When I look to the sky
When I wonder at nature
Or anything passing by

Can I be of value
When enjoying this life
When seemingly doing nothing
But beholding the sky

Can I be living
When seeing and feeling
I’m surrounded by life

When coming up rashly
Unexplainable joy
Excitement that’s above me
Captured by all

Is it enough
To feel I am living
To behold what I see
To be happy inside

Is it enough
Not to create anything
To marvel at nature
And what men had in mind
Beautiful buildings
Awesome creations
On top of it all
Life that’s inside

Is it enough
To have my identity
In being creature
Above my creating
Above playing God

To be loved and be held
To be the joy of heaven
To be an act of Deity
To be Someone’s delight

Do I accept the gift of life
Embrace it with thankfulness
Do I know Who’s I am
Is it enough?

Is it enough to be living
To enjoy what I’ve got
Or do I keep on striving
To become what I’m not

To become what I cannot be
To become what I don’t even want
To become my own god

Am I allowed
To be a creature
To enjoy life He gave me
And let God do His job

Life is a gift

You can’t earn it

You might disagree
Is not our whole society based on merits?
Unfortunately it is
Thing is that everything we can do
Comes from the potential that was given us at birth

It was all a gift
We have to work to develop these gifts, true
But even the ability to do that was given

So do we keep priding ourselves on our achievements?
Or can we live with humility
And give honor to whom it is truly due
Which in the end is always God

I’ve heard it say
That our value does not come from what we do
But what we do comes from who we are

We were made with value
And what we do or don’t do can’t influence this
We cannot add to our value by what we do
Nor can we diminish it by our mistakes

Our value is constant
And so is God’s love for us
We cannot mess up this love
Nor can we increase it
It’s already more than what we need

God will never withhold his love from us
No matter how we live
But are WE withholding HIM?

The bible says God opposes the proud
What does that mean? Why?

If we try to earn love and acceptance
We not only give honor to ourselves
For what was given to us freely
But we also block our heart
From receiving the depth of his love for us
Which is not based on merit
But freely given

Life is a gift

You can’t earn it even if you did everything perfect
That ability still comes from Him

You were made from love
The love of God

You don’t have anything to give him back for that
Except what he gave you first

So why don’t give him your life?
Give him what already belongs to him anyway

For he made you
And loves you
And wants you to experience the fullness of life
The way he intended it to be

With him
Because apart from his love
We really are handicapped
And we will always try
To find love and fulfillment
From things and people that can’t give it to us

He is the source of our life
In him we live and move
and have our being

So why not connect with this source
So we can live life fully

If you are ready
Then pray this prayer with me

Dear Jesus

Thank you for dying for me
Thank you for paying the price
That righteousness required
To settle the debt of my sin

I accept this free gift
Of forgiveness
And with your help
Because your spirit now lives inside of me
I turn from my life of sin
Of pride and selfishness
And I completely give it to you

I hold nothing back
And I give you access to every part of me
So you can change me
And make me the way you intended me to be

Show me your ways
And help me to hear your voice
So I will never turn from your side

Amen

WELCOME  into God’s family!

If you prayed this prayer and meant it
You are now adopted as his child

You are his forever
Nothing can ever separate you from him

You are a whole new creation
The bible calls it “born again”

You now have a seat in heaven
You have dual citizenship
You live on the earth in your body
But your spirit is in heaven

This is possible because
The natural and the spiritual
Are interwoven

Heaven and hell are not
Some places far away
They are inside

And hopefully we chose heaven
Rather than hell
To be the place we live from
To be the source of our life

Your body may look the same
And you might still have sinful desires
Or addictions
(many experienced they were broken off right away!)
But your spirit is made new and perfect
Without spot, no blemish

And when you learn to live
more and more from your spirit
which is now one with God’s spirit
(whom we call the Holy Spirit)
your life begins to change

You become the person
You were made to be
Pure and holy
Loving and kind

And most important
Living in harmony with you Maker
Who is the Lover of your soul

Nothing and no one can ever come close
To the fulfilment that HE gives

So welcome once again
You are now a child of God

Try to connect with other believers
Your spiritual brothers and sisters
Since they will help you to grow in your faith
And teach you spiritual principles
You will need

But most important
Spent time every day with God
Sit down and talk with him
Don’t make it a monologue
He wants to talk back

So listen for his voice
When you quiet all the noise
All the other voices in your head
that try to get your attention
you will hear His

A book that really helped me to hear his voice is

“Can you hear me? Tuning in to the God Who Speaks”
By Brad Yersak

You can find it on Amazon

Bless you,

Your journey has just begun!

On this website you can find more teaching about this journey

https://www.shilohfellowship.com/growingingod

They also have an online church in case you are looking for one.